Read my world

(By-Harshit) I want you to read my World, An essence of you and me in some meaningful words. Read some ballads here for world, Sometime you'll see you are also in my words. I want you to read my World, Free verse I'm trying to singing I know its in complete, But still it kind of fits, you'll read & that's all. Put your eyes on, it's not my goal, it's not about someone, It's white as snow and dark as coal, when you read it you'll complete it all. I want you to read my World, Words here are in an incomplete melody, It may be Folk, pop, RnB or rock all are songs & my thoughts, If Sometimes my words hurts you for that I'm sorry, I am not a poet and I know it because I never write any poems.

(By-Harshit) I remember the pain I've been through, the way I was abused, I was barely of 10 my hands were tied behind my back and to my pain there is still no end, My mumma said, "said streets are safe, go and play" but that day destiny played well, now I don't believe world, people says I'm a curse untouchable, it's just a cruel world, Tell me was it my fault that I was raped by  familiar faces, tears like loop falls again and again, it is harsh to hearing what they says, since childhood their swearing keeps on changing, but pain is fix like pillars, A Single blow fucked my life I'm too tired to myself in mirror again, It hurts more and more when I remember how I was kicked out by friend's Dad he said," I should not be living" Time gives more scars than I've got when I was brutally beaten, I can't see myself it's too dark here, it feels too much for a child who'd lost his smile, people can  say anything they want I'

(By-Harshit) Would it be easy for a bud to grow without water, would it be easy for infant to live without his mother, Tell me why we lost things that matters us most, I Know change is inventiable but it always leaves me shattered, I'm scared yeah, our time is changing, OH running from this changing time, it's giving me pain I'm trying to relive those stolen moments, I'll be honest I always want to walk on these same roads again, on these same road again, Deep in oceans some ships had drowned to the place even darker than night, far in universe black holes traveling at speed of light, all thing are signs of changing time they say I'll be truly Happy when I'll die, Is it right? I'm singing about changing time at funeral, sage man is dead god bless his soul, give peace to his children, a life is born in hospital infront, newborn is crying he is going to die, Death is coming for him but I'm in middle of him and that dead person, Why Do I always need

Choose love, be a lover, not a culprit and a murderer, You'll be infront of god one day, then you'll know what's terror. Are they human? They turned joy into screams, lights into explosion, Tears & blood everywhere, they did all in name of religion, no they are not human. No religion kills innocent, no creed Of god sheds blood of children, We have to play our roles find yours, killing just defy your mother's womb. We all are on way to same place,  walking on different paths to reach there, But we all are same first a human then comes our religion, be afraid killers and culprits won't be spared. (By-Harshit)

Oh I'll perform on this stage, even if I do crawl but still, I'll take leap of fate as dancer, even with my stitched mouth I'll make my audience laugh as joker, I'll perform on this stage. Too cold here nobody front of me all are playing role given to them, no help, they are praying for my role to end, A poet performing her love poetry in front of me, do I love her? No because she is just performing her role no, just nothing to love on this stage, oh but I'll perform on this stage I don't want to leave this stage in middle, I want my name on those stars, I'll leap for my life, it's not my time to leave. People passed their performance to me, my family my mother was here, she passed her role to me ,she is falling I'm crying, watching her but I'll perform here. Oh I'll perform on this stage, even if I do crawl but still I need something who can hold me, I feel to pain but still I'll perform my role passed on to me, I know end is near.

(By-Harshit) You've made me cry, tell me why, You'd put those lies on me. I'm here with these empty wall, Can't stand on my own, fallen and writing our stories. You said you don't love me then, why your eyes still wet when you're away with her. Isn't she same, you told me you never gonna leave me for her, Send my love to your new lover hope she don't get hurt. You've ever just made me cry and put those lies, I never need you like I do right now but Know It's over. I need to move on some how, You never put your hands off me, I'm here in this rain still crying on my love.

(By-Harshit) Spending mornings and smoking night it's too stress now, Now we're young yeah, why we are young yeah. Liquor falling and bae paying mind games and all time oh we're young yeah, Our child time now its over, back then we had fun, now life is just a competition. Are you happy? Now I'm sad yeah, it's hard to remember those sweet times, Playing games in ground not with mind oh, pulling each other through bags, we were kids then now we're young yeah. We had fights to be class monitor, taking stars on cheeks, paying weird games, We were silly nah. Spending summer in freinds house on birthday wearing special dress and giving chocolate to freinds oh, It's last year of school then it all will be over, when we get young yeah? Sweet days now are gone (aye), it no matter you if say you don't wanna talk (no), I know you still wanna talk about childhood days, now we at peak oh falling in sand of changing time oh. We are one yeah, we are young